Thursday, December 24, 2009

template

the rigid forms that our lives take on (or do typically) only appear in mine as the text box i now type into, the clear and completely evaporative constructs of hyperlink, toolbar, advertisement. most rigid forms entail normative social relationships, regular work schedules, family expectations. of which my vacation separates. (i'm lying, of course, but my skin makes me think i'm immune to these human deficiencies.)

i haven't typed in some time, long live the shade of summer's opposite. i have gone to states of the country and states of my own relational and relationship-based reflections. this can be illustrated by the facts: (me typing this from 3 am to 3:15 am on christmas eve over 3 large beers in the short quarter-hour interim) (me singing stone temple pilots' 'lady picture show' instead of matchbox 20's '3 am' at karaoke last night) (and) (the realization that i've referred to home in the last 3 weeks as chicago, seattle, arizona.)

period.

this is a blog that represents my heart, this is a blog that could easily just be an honest conversation between interested parties, friends, individuals.