Monday, October 12, 2009

the opposite of october

often times we only feel things in relation to what is around us. we are in constant comparison. i am breathing until my hands are warm. i am hating low blood pressure, i think. i am contemplating a fall to winter drinking binge and scheming how to afford it. i've just realized that i love muscle and joint discomfort, and find it to be almost erotic. i've agreed to marry every woman who asks me, with never a question formed from my lips to their ears.

i'm looking forward to the falling of leaves revealing more buildings in the distance. i'm watching too much television and consuming of too much shallow entertainment in general. i'm starting bad habits and picking up old good ones. i'm talking about all this to you. you're wondering, you're watching, reading, you're thinking about going outside. i'm glad it's nice where you live, if only for regional deficit and human weather modification techniques.

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